W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R
1) pierce your nose or tongue? No

2) be serious or be funny? depends

3) drink whole or skim milk? low fat in the morning

A R E Y O U

4) simple or complicated?mixture

D O Y O U P R E F E R

5) grey or gray?somehow I like grey better

6) colored or black-and-white photos? both

7) lust or love? Both

8) sunrise or sunset? both

9) M&Ms or Skittles? none

10) rap or rock? rock

11) staying up late or waking up early? staying up late

12) TV or radio?tv

13) eating apples or oranges?oranges

A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y

14) Do you have a crush? no, not now.

15) Who is it? doesn’t apply

16) being hot or cold? cold

17) sun or moon? moon..at least it’s not hot

18) left or right? huh?

19) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?1 best fren

20) sun or rain? both..not too extreme

21) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? choc

22) green beans or carrots? none

23) boys or girlZ?depends

24) low fat or fat free?depends

M I S C E L L A N E O U S

25) What is your biggest fear in the world?without family, friends

26) Kids or no kids?no kids

27) Cat or dog?dog

28) Mustard or ketchup?ketchup

29) Hard cover books or soft cover books?both

30) Newspaper or magazine? both

31) Wonder or amazement? wonder

32) Red car or white car? red

33) Happy and poor or sad and rich? Happy and poor

34) Singing or dancing?none

35) Hugging or kissing? Both!

36) Corduroy or plain? plain

37) Happy or sad? happy

A B O U T Y O U

Full nameChin Yean Hui

Nicknames? none

Names and ages of siblings? 28

Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday?can’t remember

Date that you regularly blow them out? my birthday

Pets?dog, fish, iguana

___________f a s h i o n . s t u f f___________
1. where is ur favorite place to shop?
Isetan . Klcc , Mid valley

2. have any tattoos or piercings?
Piercings 2 on the left and 2 on the right. Like the idea of tattoos but not permanent ones

3. what is your favorite thing to wear?
Jeans and a nice top

4. what is a must have accessory?
Bracelet , ring , earrings , necklace

5. how much is the most you've ever spent on a thing?
RM465

6. what are your favorite shoes?
my pair of Adidas which is so comfortable

8. do you have certain ...jewelry that you wear?
I wear jewelry when I feel like wearing it.

9. do you match your belt with your favourite colours?
I only have one belt so it has to match with everything I have

10. what is the worst thing you've ever thought looked good?
I’m usually quite careful with what I wear.

11. what are you wearing right now?
shorts and a big t-shirt

12. how many pairs of shoes do you own?
3 pairs (including a pair of heels)

___________s p e c i f i c s___________
1. do you do drugs?
no.

2. what kind of shampoo do you use?
Head & Shoulders

3. what are you most scared of?
without family, friends

4. what are you listening to right now?
the Tv downstairs

5. who is the last person that called you?:
don’t know

6. where do you want to get married?
don’t think I’ll be married

7. how many buddies are online right now?
a number

8. what would you change about yourself?:
my intelligence

9. what are essentials in your life?
family, friends, love (if possible) and the Internet. Oooh, not forgetting money.

10. if you had the power to do any one thing,what would it be?
to make everyone happy.

11. what nationality are you?
homosapien. Does it matter?

12. do you send out holiday cards each year?
no.

___________h a v e . y o u . e v e r___________
1. given someone a bath?]
nah. The horror!

2. smoked?
NEVER!

3. bungee jumped?
no.

4. made yourself throw up?
no

5. skinny dipped?
no.

6. made yourself cry to get outta trouble?
I don’t think so.

7. cried when someone died?
yes

8. fallen for your best friend?:
yeah but not anymore

9. been rejected?
I don’t think so..

10. rejected someone?
sure.

11. used someone?
yeah but try not to.

surveys

nothing to do so there will be surveys in the next few posts..

Message: Put an X next to the option you identifyyourself with..

[ ] I wish I was a different ethnicity.
[ ] I have an eating disorder.
[ ] I am short.
[x] I am tall.
[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[ ] I prefer winter over summer.
[ ] I am a geek.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[ ] I am attracted to girls.
[x] I am attracted to boys.
[ ] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do drugs.
[ ] I will never date a bad kisser.
[ ] I've lied to avoid kissing them again.
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.
[ ] I am religious.
[x] I am not religious but have morals.
[ ] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.
[ ] I am hardworking.
[ ] I liked Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[x] I speak more than two languages.
[ ] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[ ] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] I earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[ ] I can cook. (*its my JOB!!!! of course i can cook*)
[ ] I enjoy cleaning.
[ ] Tidyness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[ ] I have heard of Blonde Redhead.
[ ] I enjoy Blonde Redhead.
[x] I am fashion-conscious.
[x] I have good taste.
[x] People tell me I have good taste.
[ ] I excel academically.
[ ] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[ ] I am good at certain sports.
[ ] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[ ] I am creative.
[ ] I am artistically inclined.
[ ] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[x] I cannot adapt to change.
[ ] I am interested in politics.
[ ] I Have Shoplifted.
[x] I download MP3s.
[x] I have done underaged drinking.
[ ] I have gone underaged clubbing.
[ ] I can dance reasonably well.
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[ ] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[x] I can sing.(but not that good)
[ ] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[x] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[ ] My teachers don't like me.
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[x] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[ ] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos.
[ ] I've been in a nudist colony.
[x] I'm not sure if I want to have children.[
x] I'm not sure if I'll get married.
[ ] I know who i'll marry.
[ ] Someone has a crush on me.
[ ] I am interesting.
[x] I am a good liar.
[ ] People enjoy talking to me.
[x] I annoy people from time to time.
[ ] I am a born leader.
[ ] I am a born leader but shouldn't lead.
[ ] I've snuck out of the house.
[ ] I enjoy felching.
[ ] I have a foot fetish.
[ ] I have a shoe fetish.
[x] I watch Sex And The City.
[x] I don't think Sarah Jessica Parker is pretty.
[ ] I want to be J Lo. HAHAHAHAHAHA
[ ] I cut myself.
[x] I have cut myself.
[x] I hate people who pretend to be suicidal.
[ ] I hate popular people.
[ ] I think cheerleading is a sport.
[ ] I am photogenic.
[ ] I live in Chucks.
[ ] I think graffiti is art.
[ ] I have dated a criminal.
[x] I have been cheated on.
[ ] I have cheated on someone.
[x] I have a temper.
[ ] I like playgrounds.
[ ] I dance in the rain.
[ ] I am obsessed with Shakespeare.
[ ] I have tanlines.
[ ] My favourite color is pink.
[x] My favourite color is black.
[ ] I would classify myself as emo.
[ ] I am musically inclined.
[x] I like listening to music.
[ ] I like music-blasting cars.
[ ] Thongs are comfortable.
[ ] I like flip-flops.
[x] I know what monogamy is
[ ] ... and I believe in it.
[ ] I want to be a social worker when I grow up.
[x] I have siblings
[ ] My siblings is fun.
[x] If someone would like me.
[x] I am lonely.
[x] I love OC.

topic of superiority

Been listening to a fair bit of Jrock and it reminded me of an article about a Japanese professor. It also made me think a fair bit but being the ‘un-philosophical’ person that I am, the thought didn’t go much further. Wanna know what I was thinking? Read further.

During the Japanese Occupation, most countries in Asia have suffered their wrath. Since I’m from Malaysia I shall be talking from the Malaysia point of view. In our history books, we were exposed to the cruel facts during the Japanese Occupation. For those of you who have read the History textbooks should be well aware of how the Japanese tortured us and degraded our dignity.

This article in the newspaper talked of one survivor and there was a picture of a wound he obtained when he was caught alongside with his family by the Japanese soldiers. It was caused by a bayonet and his mum died protecting him. The soldier stabbed his mum a lot of times before the bayonet cut into him. He also said that the Japanese cut open his brother’s stomach and threw him a few feet away. I mean, how inhumane can the Japanese get?

The Japanese professor says that because the Japanese were the first country in Asia to achieve industrialisation, they think they are superior. He wants the Japanese to know what they have done to so many people during the Japanese Occupation which was not really explained correctly in their books.

And now to think that we almost ‘idolise’ them for their music, their animation, etc. it just seems I don’t know, weird. After all the injustice done to us, we place them on the same level as gods to some extent. I know we can’t blame the younger generation for the inhumane acts done by the older generation but to think that these younger Japanese actually get their genes from the older generation makes me wonder if somewhere deep inside those genetic codes are the same mind-set. Makes you think, no?

something in the night

Light

I was forever groping in the dark,
Not knowing where I was going,
Not knowing what I was doing,
That was until I met you.

It was like I was on the brink of death,
In the dark tunnel emerged a light,
It was faint at first,
But it grew stronger.

I walked towards it,
Attracted by the warmness,
It called to me,
And I readily answered.

You were like that light,
Providing me guidance,
When everything seemed lost,
When everything seemed bleak.

You were like a compass,
Always showing me where to go,
All I need to do is follow you,
And everything will be okay.

Even when you do not have the answers,
Your presence provides me with much comfort,
I felt as if your aura just envelops me,
Keeping me safe from the world.

You seemed untainted,
Untouchable even,
I couldn’t have you,
As hard as I try.

I smiled in irony,
I thought I could have anything,
But the one thing I want most,
Is the one thing I can’t have.

I was sleeping one night and suddenly, something inspired me to write a poem like that. It was odd that I felt real lonely that night, it’s been some time since I last felt that way. All of a sudden I was overcome by the sudden feeling of wanting someone to just hug me and keep me warm though the thought is pretty far fetched. The feeling was so overwhelming that I did tear a little but it went as sudden as it came and I just passed into slumber land. Weird.

Naruto, the movie

Woo hoo! I just finished watching Naruto the movie and it was blinkin good! It’s like the kiddy version of Rurouni Kenshin, no offence to Naruto fans. Coupled with humour and cool fighting scenes, this is sure to be a hit among anime fans.

The movie was pretty short, clocking in at 39 minutes. The movie is about a group of “ninjas” protecting the leader of a village who is a coward. As their mission was about to end, the village was under attack and they are ensued in a fight to save the village. Naruto is the clumsy “hero”, providing all the humour. Sakura didn’t get to show off any of her skill and makes me wonder what is her specialty but she harbours a crush for Sasuke. Sasuke is your average cool hero who naturally makes all the girls fall for him and did I mention that he has great skills? There was another ninja in the group but sadly I don’t remember his name. He sorta provides the cold humour, emotionless but sarcastic at the same time.

I should probably start watching the series but so far, there are 97 episodes and it will certainly burn a hole in my pocket but for those with broadband, u can easily download the episodes. I am so hoping to have broadband so that I can download the episodes as well. This animation, Naruto is recommended to all.

blah!

Today could be both a good and bad day. I pissed mum off today for some words I unintentionally blurted out. I have got to remember that she’s my mum, not my friends who would’ve taken the whole thing good naturedly. This incident made me wonder about the relationship between mother and daughter. I think of Lina and her mother. They are so close together as if they were like best of friends which they probably are and I wonder if she has ever pissed her mum off or would her mum just simply laugh and join in the joke. If her mum was truly like that, then I wished my mum was a little like that too. All in all, the day didn’t end that well. What do u expect since I pissed my mum off after all that she’s done for me today? Jeez, I don’t even wanna think about anything else. And oh yeah, I got a haircut. Blah!

brief High Communication 2003 concert review

I just finished watching High Communication 2003 concert by GLAY. In my opinion, I think the One Love in Beijing concert was much better. It was the mood and the songs in the former concert that blew me off. I don’t mean it in a bad way, it’s just that the songs were loud and harsh. Teru’s somewhat moody face didn’t help much either but one thing to be sure is they dressed really nice in the High Communication 2003 concert. Teru was sporting a black shirt inside with a long black trenchcoat and his normal black pants and shoes. Jiro, sporting a punk-like hairdo was really eye-catching in his hairdo and nice shades with some nice clothes on. Hisashi was really well-dressed, with a long trenchcoat thingy with a black scarf ala ninja kind at the beginning but took it off later, and wears his trademark high heeled boots. He looked really macho today. Takuro was sexy, with a sleeveless sweater with a plunging neckline and sexy leather pants. I can see that he’s been working out!

Other than that, there wasn’t many part in the concert that really attracted me. like I mentioned before, I wasn’t really connecting with their choice of songs. It’s like they are more harsh and rough. And I couldn’t really recognise the songs they play. It was probably from their latest album “The Frustrated” which I didn’t really listen due to their loud and noisy sound but “Runaway” sat well with me. I might be wrong but I felt as if Teru’s voice wasn’t up to expectations. He’s smoking too much. Oh well…. Can’t wait to start on the Tokyo Expo 2001, I’m still missing disc 1 though.

just another day

Burn

You pride yourself in being dark,
I do not see the point in that,
Why should everything be black,
When things could be so bright?

The ghost of yesteryears lingers,
Bringing forth everything bitter,
Sapping away all the energy,
From you who was once happy.

The fiery aura diminishes,
Like a ball of fire doused with water,
You call out for someone to save you,
But silence greeted you in response.

You gritted your teeth and hated the world,
You promised you would never care again,
You wished the world would crumble at your feet,
So that you can spit at it and laugh.

If everyone was to feel that way,
The love would dwindle and disappear,
If that is what you seriously hope for,
I shall stand back and see you burn in hell.


It seemed as if it has been a long time since I wrote a poem and I just took up my pencil and started writing. I finished writing it pretty fast so the quality’s not really there but who cares? I certainly don’t.

Nothing much happened really. Most probably I would be getting my haircut tomorrow and also an hour of facial. Yes yes, you must be wondering since when I’m such a vain pot eh? But, my condition was quite serious before so something must be done before my face becomes this breeding place for pimples. And yes, my mum has been fussing so much over my face (buying Chinese herbs to boil and dab them on my face to cool down the inflammation, nagging me to drink more water and sleep early to help reduce the seriousness of my face, etc.) that I almost wanted to scream in frustration but hey, she’s paying for everything so I better keep my mouth shut. Well, all in all I hope my hair turns out alright. *keeps fingers crossed*

All in all, take care y’all! Too lazy to name names but you know who u are! *HUGZ*

surprise surprise

Nothing much today… been pretty mundane, it’s probably because Economics got no formal lessons anymore. It’s revision time which reminds me of how near the exams really is. *shiver* applied maths teacher really getting on my nerves now. “You cannot relax now, ya. Must study now ya.” It’s like hello? It’s holidays and I can’t relax? What the fuck? Means if I were to relax, I gotta go ask his permission now is it? To hell with him!

Well, had a chat with Walter yesterday and he wasn’t feeling that nice. But he’s got some glay stuff for me so yeah!! And he said there will be a surprise for me in September. Hmm, a lil too early for my birthday…. I wonder what the surprise is! I am soooOooOO hoping to get that haircut of mine. Hoping to get a Sharon Stone like haircut. Y’know, the haircut she had in Catwoman. Brandon keeps trying to make me NOT cut my hair but hah, it’s my hair so there! :P I’m keeping my fingers crossed that my hair will turn out ok. It doesn’t need to be great, just ok so that I don’t need to wear a cap everyday to school…

Anyway, take care peepz!! Don’t be too harsh on yourself Walter. Lina, hope to meet up soon. Ichiro, I will take care of him, don’t u worry and don’t think too much k? EC hope everything is well with you. Coirein, don’t study too much k? ahhahahha… hmmm, did I miss anyone out? Oh well, u know who you are so be good!

where's all the money?

I just bought Wang Lee Hom’s Japanese album, “Hear My Voice”. It’s mostly all his old Chinese compositions, given a new sound. However, there were 3 songs in the album which were from his Unbelievable album and it was pretty interesting to see how he’s given all his old songs new sounds. You can still recognise which song because the main melody is the same just the song is different. It’s pretty cool but too bad the booklet inside didn’t contain any of his yummy-licious pictures! Damn!

The music carnival is on till end august and I hope I got just enough money to buy either Gackt’s “Crescent” album, or GLAY’s “singles collection” or L’Arc~en~Ciel’s “singles collection” too… been eyeing the magazine “PATI PATI 20th Anniversary Special” which costs about RM49. *draws in breath deeply* it has gackt, glay and laruku but too bad I couldn’t browse through it coz it’s freakin wrapped!! I don’t even know if I should buy it. What if it’s all words and got no posters?? Then that would totally defeat the purpose of me buying it!! Help!! I need money!!

Catwoman, MeeEEow!

I went to Leisure Mall yesterday with my parents to watch Catwoman. Catwoman starring Halle Berry ok?? As a woman, my mum and I were sure to go catch that movie although my father was rather unenthusiastic about it. heck, most guys who went to watch that movie said it was lousy but you gotta understand that Catwoman is a “feminist” movie because it’s all about a woman being empowered and which guy actually like seeing a woman getting empowered enough to kick some serious ass? To me, that movie was kinda entertaining and yes I agree that Spiderman2 was nicer but Catwoman can kick Spiderman’s ass if she wanted coz both of them have reflexes of a cat and spider respectively. It’d be entertaining to see Catwoman and Spiderman fight!

Back to the topic, I really salute Halle Berry coz she looks so darn FINE in the tight outfit and let’s not forget that body!! I don’t care if it was computer generated or something but the part where she escaped from jail was so freaking cool man!! Go figure!! And her cracking that whip is so sexy! Jeez, it even makes you think about S&M! Hahahahha…oh, let’s not forget the leading man, Benjamin Bratt. *droolz* aside from having the sexy, seductive Latino looks, he has a great body to go with that. I was practically melting when he smiled while he was topless! *shrieks in excitement* somebody, gimme a tissue! Benjamin Bratt is going to be added on my hottie list. *droolz*

comical King Fei, mark 12 August 2004 on your calendar!

I was supposed to post this yesterday but it slipped my mind. Suddenly this topic was brought up again and decided to write it down before I really forget all about it.

It actually happened on 12th August 2004 on a bright sunny afternoon. After filling our stomachs to the brim with food and drinks, we walked back to college but not after buying some freshly baked buns. So I was eating my bun happily when I heard a noise behind me, you know like when you fill a plastic bag with air and you twist the bag to compress the air further. The type of squeaky sound so I turned behind and saw my girl-friend King Fei twisting the bag in glee while putting her finger to her mouth, signalling for me to not make a noise. In a comical way, she ran in front of me towards my two guy-friends and proceeded to TRY to pop the plastic bag in an attempt to scare them. Unfortunately to say, her attempt failed miserably with her hitting the bag a few times without being able to burst the plastic bag. My two guy-friends looked at her with a look that says “huh?!” she was still hitting the bag and finally gave up when it didn’t pop. Well, it did crack us up coz then we all started laughing at her attempt.

To quote from my dear friend Brandon, “through the few months of knowing King Fei, today (which means yesterday) is the first time I saw King Fei act so idiotic.” His exact words to describe idiotic was “bak chi” (pronounce it in Cantonese) and the way he said it was hilarious. Needless to say, we laughed all the way back to the car, acting the whole scene again. King Fei was a good sport and laughed with all of us. You should’ve seen the look on King Fei’s face and the look on my two guy-friends. It was simply hilarious. Yesterday was a good day, lotsa laughter which is actually good for your stomach as it exercises it, I’m not kidding! Laugh more and you’re on your way to a flatter stomach!

male-bashing

Today, I had a “fruitful” conversation with my friend, Coirein. Yes, it does involve male bashing. It all began with a male’s words that totally sparked off the whole thing. It was over studies actually which for one subject, we thought of having discussion instead of lessons which proved to be quite a trouble when it comes to rearranging the time. He said “one of the subjects have to be sacrificed.” What he meant was I had two periods of Economics by which we students only have to attend one of them. The timetable for that day was GP (8-10am) followed by Econs (9-10am), two periods of Accounts (10-12pm) which we don’t take and then Econs again (1-2pm) and last of all, Business Studies (2-3pm). Most of us wanted to take the Econs at (1-2pm) and then go for business. But the problem remains for me and that guy friend because we have GP in the morning. he wanted to take the 9-10am Econ period and then go back home at 10. This was why he said one of the subjects HAVE to be sacrificed. Well, to me there is no such thing as sacrificing the subject, what you have to sacrifice is time.

So then on the lrt, Coirein and I sorta launch into male bashing mode. We talked about how guys always want face and cannot be criticised in public. It’s pretty unfair how they can criticise us women but we can’t do the same, even though it’s for their own good. Talk about male chauvinism. We also talked about how we women always seem to be picking up after their mess. So we both agreed that the world can have no men but the world cannot have no women. Where would the men be without women? After all like I mentioned in one of my posts, it is the women who gave birth to men. Without women, there will be total chaos, everything would be messy and left undone. We are the ones that made sure everything is done when the men left them halfway, expecting us to clear up their mess.

Of course there will be people who say, without sperm you still can’t have a baby. The same way goes if there is no ovum; there will be no baby either. I mean, at least without men we still have the sperm bank where there are leftover sperms and we can still bear children. What use is it if there is an ovum bank but no uterus to bear the children? Men can’t bear children unless of course they go for a sex transplant but I doubt if a “fake” uterus can do the job.

Sets u in a contemplative mood, no?

Well, hope things will be good for you Walter. Hope the job at Hilton really pays off and sure I’m ok. Just that hp credit running a lil low, AGAIN! Hahahaha… oh well… take care! Ichiro, hope things are better between Walter and you. I wouldn’t want things to be ruined after so many years of friendship. Friendship is as precious as a relationship with your lover, remember that. Lina, hols are coming but so are my exams. Getting a bit cold feet-ish but I guess I’m still okay with it. Hope to see ya real soon dudette! EC, cool down about the whole graduation thingy. You will have your graduation ball soon, when you graduate! It’s not like it’s not going to happen ever rite? Don’t screw every living thing on earth though some might have pissed you off but in general, not every living thing pissed you off. So do take care k? coirein, comment ya! Hahahaha, take care to all ya peepz!

what is happening?

What has happened to the world today? What has happened to the friendship we held dear? Why is it that it’s all full with conflicts, with anger and confusion? What do we do when we feel betrayed? Where is the compromise we promised each other?

So many questions yet so little answers. Who can answer with certainty to all the questions posed? However sure you are, there is always a small amount of doubt lingering somewhere in your mind.

Reality bites yet we are not living in a dream though we wished that we actually were so that things were less painful and more beautiful. Sometimes I sit and think how far the dreams seem to be, out of my grasp. Do we actually live for the dream that we cannot seem to touch? I for one always believe that I live for myself, not anyone else. So I don’t live just to please people because I’m the one living my life, not them. Why should I change just because people don’t like the way I am? Once, someone told me “you should change your attitude. You have bad temper.” I told him, “If they don’t like me the way I am then it’s their problem. I am not going to change my attitude just to please them because that is the way I am. You either take it or leave it.”

You are what you are. No matter what people say, you are beautiful the way you are. Everyone is created beautiful and I’m not talking about the exterior part. Don’t change for people, change for yourself. If you think there’s nothing about you that needs to change, don’t change even if someone asks you to. Live life for yourself. Pleasure can come in many different forms and there is no rule that says just because you have plenty of friends, a lover and a perfect family, your life is easy and perfect. You can still find pleasure in just a few close friends that somewhat becomes your family. There are no boundaries.

party

other friends to get her a Chocolate Banana cake from Secret Recipe. We have agreed to meet for dinner at Kaki Corner, Taman Billion. There were about 13 people present, including the birthday girl’s sisters and the sister’s boyfriend. Seeing that she loves to eat the choco banana cake, I wanted to give her a surprise so that’s why I didn’t tell her that I’m buying her a cake, or actually, we are buying her a cake.

So sinyu, KinG Fei and I reached the place early, in fact we were the first to arrive. I think we reached there about 7.45 to almost eight. Thank god Brandon and Aaron arrive some 15 minutes later. We actually agreed to meet at eight and we waited for about another 15 to 20 minutes before the rest arrived. It’s not that I don’t like waiting or what but since you know the place gonna have a little traffic jam, you should like leave the house early so as to be punctual. Not that I’m complaining.

The rest sat down and all of a sudden, Yen asked me ALOUD. “Where’s the cake?” I was stunned and trying to patch things up, I said “what cake?” hoping to cover the whole thing. Then she said “Maggie (that’s the birthday girl) already know.” so I was like “what??!” then I asked “who told her?”. She had the nerve to say to me “I told her!” in a pompous way as if what she did was right. To say I wasn’t pissed is a total lie. I was so hoping to give Maggie a surprise but she had to go tell her about the whole cake thingy. she could’ve just shut up right? That’s wasn’t the worst part.

After the whole singing the birthday song, and the blowing of candles (we actually celebrated two birthdays, one of them is a belated one for a guy.) there was so much commotion, the whole restaurant can only hear that “birthday” guy’s voice. So after the yada yada and the bla bla bla, Joel stepped in. he’s a friend of the “birthday” guy. So guess what the birthday guy said? “Come eat the FUCKING cake.” I was like “excuse me?” and stared at him. Then he said “come eat the cake.” It’s like hello?? It was already gracious enough of us to actually celebrate his birthday already and he had the nerve to point at the cake we bought from secret recipe and say, “come eat the FUCKING cake.” If the cake is so fucked up, why the hell did he eat it? Sometimes right, I seriously want to slap him. He is so annoying and sometimes I wonder if he actually uses his brains when he talk. Come on, it’s a birthday party, and it’s not even actually HIS birthday party and he referred to the birthday cake as a fucking cake. What attitude is that?

And I thought birthday parties were supposed to be fun but I respect my friend, I held my tongue. Since it’s my blog here, I don’t give a FUCK about what is said here. Here, I can let my tongue loose and say what the FUCK I want. I so hope I don’t have to like see him again in future if that is the way he’s going to behave. Sheesh!

And oh yeah, I went and watched King Arthur. The show is not bad… pretty funny and touching at the same time. Ooooh, I love Lancelot. A guy fighting with two swords/blades at the same time is so sexy…. I just find that so sexy. And oh yeah, Guinevere looks as if she doesn’t have erm… assets. The warrior costume she wore made it look as if she had flat chest. Oh well, it’s not like mine is any better. *shrugs*

I hope ichiro will be able to settle all the misunderstandings and the conflicts. Like I what I told you earlier, you live for yourself, not anyone else. So pursue what you think is right as long as it doesn’t destroy you. Everybody has different dreams and if you don’t want people to dissuade you from pursuing your dreams, don’t dissuade others. Walter, I hope you are feeling better. I know how you feel to be so financially restrained and all. Hold on coz better things are coming your way ok? EC, hope your new term is good and all and hope your prom will be good too. Tried to find you a pair of earrings that’s similar to mine but just could find any nice ones. Will try to look some more. Lina, hols are coming… good for you! You need the break. So, take care peepz!