INSULTED!

My friend sent me this site http://www.asianjoke.com/chinese/you_are_probably_chinese.htm

And so I went and check it out and to my utter dismay, I was not amused at all. In fact, I was insulted. They portrayed Chinese in a way that really disgusts me. They totally stereotyped Chinese by portraying them as noisy (I agree to some extent), a scrooge and totally calculative and not to mention bad table manners. One of it says that Chinese can’t pronounce aluminium and lobster claw properly. I totally resent that. And Chinese have no eyelashes and eyes that are like slits! I am so totally disgusted and insulted by the whole thing. Sure, you may be thinking I’m over-reacting and stuff but I hate the fact that people in general like to stereotype Chinese as somewhat of a barbarian. I am very INSULTED!

B-ball rants

I HATE LEBRON JAMES! HE SUCKS!

Go Mike Bibby!! He's a doe-eyed hunk he is! *glomps Bibby*

That was random...

stupid internet!

i'm a victim of spyware and trojans now! all because i disabled my modem's firewall. sheesh, taught me a lesson now... thank god i have ad-aware and norton to help clean things up. curses interneT!! other than that, nothing much. oh yeah, IE is acting dumb and is a pain the ass. i'm using opera now which needs a lil getting used to. threads of fate has been updated and i wrote something i was feeling. *shrugz* oh yeah, i finished my exam so time to look for a job! take care peepz...

What does one do when he’s alone?
What does one do if he can’t find the one?
Will he ever pull out of the abyss?
In the darkness, forever searching.

I reach out a hand to him,
He grabbed it hesitantly,
For the first time he saw light,
For the first time, he’s thankful.

More than anything I want to see him,
More than anything I want him to smile,
More than anything I want to hug him,
And whisper sweet nothings to him.

If days could be beautiful once,
Why is it that this is not so now?
If we could laugh and be happy,
Why are we hurting and crying?

Separation is inevitable for all meetings,
Yet we hurt over what is already expected,
Will these tears I cry be in vain?
Will I still be in pain?

As he shivered in the cold,
I pulled him near to me,
Like a mother sheltering her young,
I protected him from him.

He should not dwell on destructive thoughts,
He’s far too beautiful to be ruined like so,
With a trembling hand I touch his face,
Feeling his strong jaw on my hands.

I will not move from where I stand,
If the hurricane should come my way,
I will stand firm and protect him,
Because I believe that love conquers all.

update

Well, I’ve got another like 4 more days to the last paper for A Level and I seriously can’t wait for it to end. It’s been like a month of agony, not to mention the month before where I had my trials. So I’ve been like deprived from shopping but it’s a good thing because now I got more money!

I’ve managed to change the layout of my blog thanks to my online friend. I couldn’t do anything more “gung-ho” than this because well, one I have zero knowledge in HTML and two, I’m just plain lazy.

Nothing much to add, I just hope that all my friends are doing well especially Walter since he looks like he’s slaving away at Hilton. Lina’s got a big performance coming up and I hope the whole thing goes smoothly for her. EC’s problem with the whole director software thingy seems to have cleared up for now and I do hope that the problem doesn’t worsen for her. Poor gal! Haven’t heard much from Ichiro, got no idea how he’s doing but I guess what they say is true, no news is good news. All the best to him! Tomorrow is Raya, time to send out those Raya messages to my friends. Meanwhile, bless you guyz and take care!

new fic

my hands were itchy one day and they decided to write a short story.

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/wishing

Tears

Through the nights I prayed,
Prayed that you will be well,
That you will not be in pain,
That you will be saved from hell.

Your loneliness fills the air around,
And I could feel it as the wind blows,
It grips my heart like a cruel hand,
Holding it tighter till it bursts.

Wipe your tears away,
As I will not sway,
If a hug is all you need,
Then you’ll find it here indeed.

Sometimes the tears blinded the love,
As you turn away from everyone,
You asked yourself the question,
Where has the love gone?

Love is not far away from you,
Do not dwell on things that destroy you,
You’re far too beautiful to be ruined,
By the cruel hands of fate and time.

I wish I could be swept by the wind,
To the place where you hurt most,
So that I could blow away your pain,
And see that smile on your face again.

Wipe your tears away,
And see sunny days,
Every thing will be anew,
Like leaves washed by dew.