Sunday, December 31, 2006

The end of 2006

So, I have like forty minutes before the end of the year. Most people probably think I have abandoned this blog of mine because seriously, look at the date of my last post! Well, I don’t care or mind if people don’t come here anymore because people have got better things to do than to lurk around in my blog, waiting for me to update.

I’m hoping that year 2007 will be a better year, without earthquakes that will destroy some submarine cable which will then affect my already sucky internet connection. Oh yeah, I also hope that there will be no more earthquakes that will kill thousands of people but the next day, the news is not given the prominence it deserves because some pop singer announced that she’s gonna marry some forty year old uncle.

I also hope that 2007 will be a year where there will be no “one” country passing judgements on another country where this “one” country is disillusioning the world with another claim, different from the claim they made when they invaded the “other” country. I also hope that there will be no “one” country thinking that they are the superior ones and should thus rule the whole world, invading wherever they like. So, you guys confused yet?

For my fellow good friends, loyal ones – you guys know who you are – I’m wishing for the best of health and success for you guys. What do I want for myself? Probably to do better in my studies (yes, very cliché) and for better things to come my way. I also hope that finally I’ll be able to let things go and totally forget all the bad things that happened but it doesn’t mean I’m going to be forgiving when the situation arises, should it arise of course. I probably want my selective amnesia to kick in. I wonder if I’m secretly still waiting for that day to come and whether I will still be filled with glee when it does. Secretly I probably will. I wish I could do a “IN YOUR FACE, LOSER!” impression. *evil grin*

I’m currently very much obsessed with Korean music, if not only TVXQ music. It’s funny but I have sort of established some sort of connection with them. Not literally of course. It’s more of an emotional connection so whenever anyone of them falls sick or something, I really do get very worried and get all moody. I’m not some rabid fangirl or anything, it’s just that I really immerse myself in their entirety and no, that wasn’t supposed to sound like some cult or something. Oh, not that I need to explain myself to you and you’re free to think that I’m some stupid shallow fangirl for feeling so emotional over a band of boys. I know myself what kind of person I am and I wouldn’t be surprised if I’m actually more intellectual than you. HA! Take THAT! Yes, I too wonder where my blown ego comes from.

I wonder if all that crap I wrote up there are new year resolutions. I think not. I happen to think new year resolutions are usually more “selfish” in a sense that it gives you benefits like the whole i-wanna-lose-weight resolution by some insecure girl provoked by her superficial, shallow of a boyfriend who thinks she’s fat when she’s actually not. Wow, I’m really bitchy when it comes to things like these eh? Like I’m never satisfied with anything but hey, it’s impossible for us to reach utopia so as long as there’s no utopia, there will always be rambling from me.

Woot! 10 more minutes to go so HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! Stay healthy okay?!