Hugo Boss

Hugo Boss "Intense" is a scent that i liked and he got it for me! i was esctatic, seriously. he pampers me far too much... THANK YOU! i really really appreciate it. ^_^ *runs around with perfume in hand*

FARK BLACK CANYON

the waiters/waitresses there as well as the kitchen ppl are really nice ppl but the management team can kiss my yellow shapeless ass. Daniel the manager can go fark himself for all i effing care. he should be castrated and be gay coz he looks the part. the management team can go screw themselves, they have no respect for the ppl that makes the whole restaurant operates. why should we have respect for them when they don't respect us? workin us like slaves with the meagre pay, what makes them so great? without us waitresses/kitchen helpers, they think they can make it on their own? they'll be swimming in their own shit. BLACK CANYON is a farked up place, don't work there. i've decided to boycott their place even though the food is good but when i think about the manager, i lost any appetite i might have. BLACK CANYON JUSCO MALURI, you can kiss my yellow shapeless ass. fuck off DANIEL, YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.

lyric

I love this song from Kelly Clarkson that is in her second album. Real nice song.

"Because Of You"

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

>.<

I haven't had solid meat for 2 weeks and as a result, i lost 2 kgs since i started work. can you believe i only lost 2 kgs? sheesh, it's so hard to lose weight but so easy to gain it back. i'm determined to lost another 3 kg if possible. life would probably be slightly easier now that i'm in Starbucks. the working environment is definitely different than that of Black Canyon. ARGH! i've got so many things to settle!