So many things have happened in the span of one week or so. First off, I have to say that the Lee Hom concert in Genting Arena of Stars was great! He looked hot as usual and he improved a little in his dancing. Malaysia was his first stop in his World Tour (surprise, surprise!) and his song that he dedicated to us fans nearly had me in tears. I got to see him play the piano, violin, drums and er-hu. The only thing missing was he didn’t play the guitar like the last time he was here so that was a little disappointing. Nevertheless, it was really enjoyable. All the old songs he sang were nostalgic in a sense and it’s been a while since I last attended a concert and I really enjoyed it. I went up with my two cousins and my cousin’s friend. We stayed at Awana and after the concert, we headed down to Starbucks. Hey, what can I say? I’m pro-Starbucks now. ^_^ I had a mini holiday which I really needed. Haven’t been on a holiday for a long time and even though it was a very short one, it was nonetheless a getaway.
The next thing that happened to me was my computer died on me. After many sleepless and restless nights of fixing and analyzing the computer, it was found out that the graphics card was causing all these problems but not until my computer was fully reformatted that I found out about that. So yeah, I lost everything. Well, not exactly everything but I lost a big portion of my mp3s and movies so I gotta start all over again. I lost my Full House drama which was a real waste. I can’t imagine going through the hassle of downloading the drama again. *sigh* things just happen for a reason I guess.
Things happen for a reason.
My soul is stretched thin,
It is battered and torn,
Tired and worn out,
It is done for.
Everything is a whirlwind,
I am confused and hurt,
Why does it always happen to me?
Why does it have to be?
Walking out is not a solution,
Guilt is just a feeling,
Love is also a feeling,
Yet what do you know?
What do you know about feelings?
What do you care about feelings?
What do you care about the effects?
What do you care about me?
Leaving me when you feel like it,
Coming back when you feel like it,
What do you think I am?
Some kind of deity with a heart of gold?
Your emotions are like a roller-coaster,
Going up and down like a blink of an eye,
You take me up for a ride,
Leaving me breathless and nauseous.
You said I played you out,
You said I toyed with your feelings,
You said all the things that hurt,
Yet have you ever listened?
When will all these be over?
The game of cat and mouse,
When will we finally be free?
When will we finally heal?
You do the things that make me laugh,
You do the things that make me cry,
The scale is not balanced,
The frustration outweighs the happiness.
I feel as if my world revolves around you,
I feel as if I have to do everything that pleases you,
I feel as if I no longer lead my own life,
I feel as if I have no control on my life.
Leave me if you really want to,
Leave me if you feel better,
Leave me if you don’t want to get hurt,
Leave me.
