I HATE BEING BROKE!

After so long, now I remember how it feels like to be truly broke. There are people owing me money but how do I open my mouth and ask them? I find that very hard to do and I pray that they remember they owe me money. Right now, I don’t even have enough money to top up the credit of my phone. The last I checked, my credit balance is lo behold, ONE CENT! I’m never left with one cent in the years I’ve had a phone so tell me how pathetic my financial situation is. Sure, everyone tells me that I’ve still got the loan and all but do you seriously think I’ll go and touch the money there whenever I like? It’s not like the money is given to me free. I plan to use that money only to buy books and for the language courses I’m due to take soon. Other than that, it should stay as untouched as possible. My other account is as pathetic with minimal balance because why? Starbucks can’t fucking give me the hours I want. Apparently, Microsoft Word thinks I should substitute “fucking” with “fuck” because it’s either grammatically incorrect or the word “fucking” doesn’t exist. *shrug*

This is why I hate being the person to buy an expensive present with my money first and then later collect it from others because I don’t know how to open my mouth to ask for the money they owe me. This is also why I hate being able to help friends out of their financial situation and then to wait for them to either remember or save up enough to pay back and that is IF they remember.

Oh, X-Men 3 SUCKS! Brett Ratner (or however you spell it) should burn in hell for ruining the trilogy with a shitty last installment. This is what happens when you give such an amazing franchise to a director who is not even an X-Men fan.

Bad week/month this is –with the exception of the Redang trip – with my financial constraints and all the shitty nicknames people put on MSN declaring their love in public that makes me wanna vomit all over the place and just strangle the shit out of them. I’m in a spiteful mood.