stupid internet!

i'm a victim of spyware and trojans now! all because i disabled my modem's firewall. sheesh, taught me a lesson now... thank god i have ad-aware and norton to help clean things up. curses interneT!! other than that, nothing much. oh yeah, IE is acting dumb and is a pain the ass. i'm using opera now which needs a lil getting used to. threads of fate has been updated and i wrote something i was feeling. *shrugz* oh yeah, i finished my exam so time to look for a job! take care peepz...

What does one do when he’s alone?
What does one do if he can’t find the one?
Will he ever pull out of the abyss?
In the darkness, forever searching.

I reach out a hand to him,
He grabbed it hesitantly,
For the first time he saw light,
For the first time, he’s thankful.

More than anything I want to see him,
More than anything I want him to smile,
More than anything I want to hug him,
And whisper sweet nothings to him.

If days could be beautiful once,
Why is it that this is not so now?
If we could laugh and be happy,
Why are we hurting and crying?

Separation is inevitable for all meetings,
Yet we hurt over what is already expected,
Will these tears I cry be in vain?
Will I still be in pain?

As he shivered in the cold,
I pulled him near to me,
Like a mother sheltering her young,
I protected him from him.

He should not dwell on destructive thoughts,
He’s far too beautiful to be ruined like so,
With a trembling hand I touch his face,
Feeling his strong jaw on my hands.

I will not move from where I stand,
If the hurricane should come my way,
I will stand firm and protect him,
Because I believe that love conquers all.