short update

Today is a weird day for me. My last paper is today so I’m finally free from exams and I’ll have 3 months holiday. I found out today that results will be out the next day which is real fast because I just finished exams and they’re releasing results unit by unit. Oh well…

I was listening to Gavin Degraw’s “More Than Anyone” in my car and I love that song. I had the urge to cry. The lyrics hit my heart at the right spots. I really wanted to cry and he sang with so much emotions. I’m listening to it now and I feel like crying. Recovery of 60% dropped to 40%. I wanna pull through it, I really do. God, please give me the strength to recover and the ability to forget. I want to forget, I need to forget. I need to save myself before I destroy myself.

I don’t want to shed anymore tears. Tears that I shed only for one person, I don’t want to shed them anymore. I thank my friends for encouraging and supporting me… thank you Francesca, Meg and Andrew. Thanks!

Aja aja fighting!

this is the song currently on replay. Gavin Degraw's "More THan Anyone"

"More Than Anyone"

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together baby
Free together baby
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm going to love you more than anyone
I'm going to love you more than anyone