updates as usual... trying to cut down on my sarcasm so that people won't get hurt..

Funny… I really do forgive but don’t forget but I guess that applies to most of us. Well, at least I think it does apply to most of us. Been thinking about some stuff that happened recently and I laughed cynically. Really, some people have to get a grip of themselves. I might be one of them, I might not. I’ve been told that my sarcasm sometimes is a little overboard so I’ll try controlling it. Heck, I’ve always liked my sarcasm but it seems that some people just don’t get it and worst, some just misunderstand it. So, my bad. In general, my fault. It has been all this while so what makes this an exception right? They say matured people accept their faults and learn from it. I’m accepting mine and learning from it so I do hope you guys will also learn to accept your faults, accepting it doesn’t mean accepting defeat. It just means that you’re willing to learn from your mistakes and grow from it.

Wow, things have been happening real fast these days I’m just so caught up in it. Madeleine is probably scared of what she’s seeing of me now. Hell, everyone’s afraid of seeing their friends’ darker side. That’s why it’s called the darker side. Well, I told her I’ll try not to venture too dark into the dark side. I’ll be at the borderline. I’ve already had my share of pulling people who ventured too deep into the dark side and I don’t want my friends to ever do the same for me. Don’t worry, I’ll pull through. Hey, it’s me you’re talking about, I always pull through no matter what. I need time and space as always…

Ok, I need to clear things up as usual. Clean up your mess after u make one, that’s what they always say. Since I’m accepting my faults, I gotta say SORRY to WALTER for saying the wrong things at the wrong time. I gotta say SORRY to MADELEINE for making her the center person, for being in the crossfire. I gotta say SORRY to BRANDON for actually believing your words that you so carefully crafted when going after so many other girls. I gotta say SORRY to LINA for always ranting and make your ears turn red. I gotta say SORRY to FRANKIE for letting you hear my weaker side. I gotta say SORRY to everyone else who has suffered when I was lurking in the dark side.

Madeleine was a bit worried about me turning into a lesbian. She says it’s not me but I say what the hell… after the problems I’ve encountered with guys, maybe things will be better with girls. I might start with Francesca and then move on to Lina. Lol, fret not girls… it’s just a thought; I haven’t really turned into a lesbian yet. Just pray the right guy comes along so that it’ll prevent me from turning into one and making u guys the victims.

Vulnerability aside, I think I’ve learnt my lesson. Madeleine wants Andrew to stay away from her and I guess I want loser guys to stay away from me. Ok, so what else did I do that offended you guys? Bring it on. Tell me straight into my face and not go beating around the bush, leaving me in the dark. I need to know what I did and clarify it if need be. Then again, I have a nasty temper so if u wanna fight with me, let’s see who has the nastier temper.

Aja aja fighting!