i love you hefni..

Yesterday was a bad day for me. I cried with Francesca. First time I cried at work, I wanted to stop but seeing him made the tears fall out freely and soon I was choking on my tears. You must be wondering who, it’s Hefni. He will be transferred to Amcorp Mall and his last day as my supervisor will be on the 30th this month. I only have another 3 days with him.

I bathed yesterday and I cried. Who will be there to hug me I am angry? Who will be there to kiss me to try to patch things up? Who will be there to blow into my ear to make me giggly? Who will be there to make growling sound to put a smile on my face? Who will I “manja” to now? Who will I rest my head on and take in his scent? Where will all these precious memories go when he’s gone?

I love him so much and so does Francesca. Both of us love him so much that we both cried our eyes out. He came in and asked us why but we just cried. I squatted down, putting my head aside so that I wouldn’t be able to see his face. He came and asked me to stand up but I didn’t want to because I was crying. He pulled me up and hugged me, asking me not to cry. I hugged him and continued crying. Now, images of him swirled in my head. No one would manja with me anymore with him gone. I’m beginning to hate my district manager now for transferring him away. Hefni promised he will be back after one month but what if he doesn’t?

Francesca said she cried all the way home and now, I’m crying my eyes out. I do not want him to leave but who are we to say anything? As I think of the times I spent with him, there is no one on the management team that I’m closer to. Why? I can’t let him go, I don’t want to. I don’t want him to leave us. There will no longer be the pioneer management team that opened Starbucks Leisure Mall #060. Martin has long gone to Midvalley while Simon is resigning next month. Now Hefni is gone.. Francesca even cursed my district manager, saying that she hopes he rots in hell and all. She hates the district manager and now I’m beginning to dislike him. How many more changes in the management team will he do before he’s finally satisfied? How many more do we have to endure?

FRANCESCA AND I LOVE YOU HEFNI. I’M GONNA MISS YOU..