Selfish..

“Friends are people who would sacrifice anything for you. Hey friends, can you sacrifice your life to make me happy?”

This was one quote I found on my friends MSN nick. I find that a selfish action, one that I feel so disgusted to actually be acquainted with him. What gives him the right to think that we are supposed to sacrifice our life to make him happy? What makes him think that we should sacrifice our own happiness so that he can be happy? Are we not entitled to our own happiness? Who would be so stupid to live in misery and suffering just so he can be happy? Should he not fight for his own happiness instead of us giving it to him? Should he not be sacrificing his own life or something so that he can be happy? What a stupid quote to say.

There is a limit on how much a friend can do. Once we’re past that limit, the rest is all up to you to decide and do. Imagine if you wanted something or someone so badly, you didn’t do anything much while your friends did so many things, sacrificing their time and energy so that you could finally have it. I think that then, your friends deserve that something or someone so much more than you who have just sat there and done nothing. These days, the more I see him online with those stupid quotes or just the mere sight of him online gets me irritated and annoyed. I am glad I am rid of him early before things got out of hand.

On another note, there is nothing much happening with me except I have been on a drama watching spree. I have been chasing three dramas, Hana Yori Dango (Japanese version), Nobuta wo Produce (Japanese drama) and My Name Is Kim Sam Soon (Korean drama). Not forgetting my animes, Bleach and Blood+. After work, I’ll come back looking forward to watching my dramas until early morning before going to bed. There were 2 days when I seem to be working back to back with only 6 hours of sleep and the rest of the 18 hours spent at work. I felt tired and irritated easily.

I have not seen Lina online for quite some time already. I know that she is STILL PMS-ing, the poor girl. That’s the worst that could ever happen. Worrying over something that you don’t know when will appear and hit you in the face. There are things to talk about with you so online one of these days ok? Feeling a little detached from work as well but I’m saving real hard and trying real hard to not spend so much so that I can reach my ultimate goal. One more month, I’ll get it. I hope I won’t regret it.