countdown ends.

Countdown is over. Question is, to do or not to do? Then again, I just might. I might as well get it all over with. Then, another problem arises but I guess that can be solved.

I declare myself a Soulseek fan now. Thanks to it, I got so many songs. Full albums of Marilyn Manson, woo hoo! All of a sudden, I’m turning a little hardcore. I wonder why. Dramas are also downloading smoothly and right now, I’m as contented as can be. I am also currently downloading some songs for Lina’s bro. The whole list of songs was done in a day. That’s the power of high upload speed from Soulseek users.

Let’s see… oh, I went with Mohin today to get a Christmas tree for Starbucks and for that small tree standing at about 5 feet, we paid RM30 which was pretty cheap for a tree. Can’t wait for it to be all decorated and lighted up. We’re also gonna wear those red Santa hats thingy for Christmas too.

It has been raining for the past few days and right now, I’m feeling real cold. Physically cold and mentally numb from lack of sleep. Feeling bored and I’m sure I have that blur look stamped on my face. It was EOM today so there was a lot of stock counting and such. Tomorrow is the first day of the last month of the year. Like Greg, I can’t wait for this year to be over. This year was a bad year and I hope next year would be much better with the absence of negativity.

Right now, my heart goes out to Ichiro who has suffered a great loss. It is sad to see how he is still battling his feelings and memories of her while she has moved on so fast as if nothing really mattered to her. Do I feel hostility towards her? I don’t know, I guess I feel neutral. Why? After one year plus, relationships end. Why? How? If you’re reading this Ichiro, I hope you pull yourself together and try to forget. Hard as it may seem but I know it’s possible. I’m around, sms me if you can’t reach me on msn. It’s never nice to go through this alone. *HUGZ*

Ok… another 20 more days to spend my last days as a nineteen year old. Damn.

Motto of the day : Enjoy your teenage life and screw negativity!