FUCK IT!

Okay, I probably need to clear this up. I DID NOT fight with my parents at all. That previous entry was just a thought going through my head so you guys need not worry about me shouting at my parents or needing to sit down and talk to them. Everything is perfectly fine. I didn’t know that entry would spark off such concern, anyhow thanks for your concern.

Okay, right now I guess I’m just pissed? Angry? Misunderstood? I don’t know but I don’t like that feeling going through me right now. A feeling of discontent maybe. Right now, I just wanna say, “WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?!” I may not be his source of depression so why the fuck is he picking on me? All I did was “*poke* just to see if you’re still alive or not” and he took it that I was playing with words and they were poisonous and shit like that. Just because you’re fucking sensitive doesn’t mean you think the whole world is going against you. Just because you’re diagnosed with depression doesn’t mean everybody must be super nice with you. Just because you’re like some manager or something doesn’t mean you have tones of work to do and can’t entertain me. What the fuck? You think I got nothing to do? SHIT man, I don’t need this.

Now that’s off my chest, one less person to “worry” about. Words are words. Words in a sentence will then sum up to mean something. There are different meanings attached to sentences and just by reading them; you may not know the intended meaning of the speaker. So before anyone just wants to read something and get into a whole “the world is fucking with me and I’m gonna fuck the whole world up” rampage, think twice. Nothing beats hearing that sentence from the speaker themselves instead of reading it because by hearing it or seeing them speak it face to face, you will then know what’s the intended meaning of it. Don’t think that just by reading something on a blog or sms, you’ll know every single thing the person means. Think whether you are thinking it only in one perspective or if that sentence can have another possible meaning to it. Don’t think that one sentence can only have one meaning because they don’t.

One more thing, “nega puminya?!” it means, “am I a fool?!” don’t take my feelings for granted. Don’t think everything you say is correct and everything I say is poison. Don’t think everything you say are innocent words and won’t hurt anyone while what I say is like murder. Don’t think you’re more superior than I am just because you’re working and have lots of things to think about while I am just studying and have nothing important to do or think about. That is just BULLSHIT. FUCK you people who are like that.