for him

BWARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry, had to get that off my chest. It’s been a hectic semester for me. I have double the amount of assignments compared to last semester. The lecturers are giving out assignments as if it’s flyers. So, there were some surprises here and there but nothing drastic. Found out who Andrew likes and I pity him. It’s hard for him.

Wow, I’m speechless. I don’t know what else to write. All of a sudden my mind went blank. It could be because I’m physically and mentally drained. I have to go to work in another 7 hours and I’m not in bed yet. I’m listening to Chet Baker now, feeling melancholy. That’s the effect of Jazz. Valentine’s coming and I’ve got some shopping to do.

With him in mind..

For The Last Time
To love someone you’re not supposed to,
To care for someone you’re not supposed to,
To be hurt by someone you love,
How does that feel deep inside?

What’s that gripping my heart?
What’s that feeling in me?
Is love actually a fallacy?
Sometimes I wish it is so.

You were so happy you met her,
You told me that it was fate,
You told me how much you love her,
But we both know it’s not meant to be.

I see your tear stained face,
I feel my heart ache as you cry,
You sat there forlornly,
As you watch her back disappear.

You crumble to the ground,
I kneeled to support you,
“Be strong, I’m here,”
That was what I said.

You tried to break free,
To tell her you love her,
For the last time in life,
That’s what you wanted to say.