old lyrics

This is a very old lyric that I wrote probably like two years ago. I was flipping through my music book and I chanced upon the song. Then the lyrics just came back to me. it is pretty amazing that you’ll rarely forget lyrics that you compose. Maybe it’s because it does belong to you so it has always been there at the back of your mind.
 
I saw you in my dreams again,
You were the angel of my life and that won’t change,
But you walked away,
When I needed you the most,
Leaving me standing here all alone.
 
I wanted to tell you but I’m scared,
Cause I don’t know how you’ll react to what I’ve said,
But I will try,
To let you know how I feel,
Because I’m hurting deep in side.
 
I will be by your side,
Whenever you will need my help,
Comfort you when things don’t go your way,
You must be angel sent to me from heaven,
I just need to hear you say you love me too.
 
You are the one for me,
I will be with you till the end,
I will never make you sad,
Because I want to protect you with my whole life,
I will cross the deepest sea,
Just to be where you are,
And to hold you in my arms.
 
I will be by your side,
Whenever you will need my help,
Comfort you when things don’t go your way,
You must be angel sent to me from heaven,
I just need to hear you say you love me too.
 
You are the one for me,
I will cross the deepest sea,
Just to be where you are,
And to hold you in my arms.
 
Nothing much happened recently. Just been thinking a lot about him. After all, it’s like I’m losing a best friend should he really decide to go. I don’t know. I’ll just wait for the time to come. It’s like waiting for execution day but if it makes him happy, why not? If he’s happy then I’m happy coz what friend would like seeing their friend suffer rite? So, he has my blessings and my support.
 
Once again, my looks deceive me. I look so tough and rough outside but I cry easily. Heck, I even cry when I watch movies! Thinking about some stuff today and I almost felt the urge to cry but I was in public so I swallowed it down. Sometimes, I wished I wasn’t so sensitive. I have been thinking today about a popular saying. The way to a man’s heart is through his stomach. What about girls? The way to a girl’s heart is through her heart in my opinion. If she should have an icy heart, you gotta find ways to melt the ice away. But I don’t know, I ain’t a philosopher so u can’t really expect wise words from me.
 
Anyway, I hope we’ll have a good time on Sunday, Lina. Been ages since I last saw you. Hope no news is good news, ichiro. Hope work hasn’t bogged you down, EC. May the force be with you, Walter.