FUCK OFF!

Right… as if I haven’t got enough of stress already these few days, he had to give me problems. Giving me back the pendant, what the hell does it mean? Hm? That he doesn’t need me anymore? That he wants to be free of everything?

I went out for a movie with my cousin and him. Just because I spent a little more time with my partners at work, he thinks I’m making him invisible. I go out with guys, he gets all emotional. I go out with my cousin he gets all emotional. Just because Frankie was there he gets all emotional. I mean like hello??! Do I not have friends outside his circle? Does he honestly think that any guys who talk to me, who goes out with me have an interest in me? Does he honestly think that I should probably stay away from ALL guys except him?

What makes him think he got the rights to do these kinda things to me? It’s not like it’s the first time it ever happened and I always seem to be the one who has to go down on my bloody knees, acting all vulnerable so that he will snap the hell out of it and “forgive” me. What the hell? A relationship takes two to work, whatever the relationship might be. If he is going to be so sensitive, so possessive then I don’t think I want to be near him. Does he not know that I’m actually tired? Hm? Does anyone actually think whether I am actually suffocating? Does anyone actually know?? No one knows, they only know what they feel.

Since I’m giving so much problems to so many people, it’s best that you guys just steer clear away from me. I don’t want to be accused of making people feel invisible anymore. Just leave me ALONE!! Fuck off!