SHIT YOU!

I wonder what is wrong with me. I wonder why I am so pissed. Someone from the internet had a conversation with me. I don’t even know her that well and here she is giving me some independence shit. She said “you get your money from your bro? Don’t you think he had to work hard to give you money to buy the things that you want? You should get a job and make it better for him”. Something along those lines and I’m like WTF??!! It’s not like I haven’t tried getting a job and it’s not like I’m a leech or something. And I hate that shit about “you can make more money overseas” and stuff like that. If I don’t like doing it, I don’t give a damn about whether it’s gonna give me more money or not. I may be immature thinking that way but seriously. I have an uncle who keeps saying “you should teach piano. You can make more money.” I’ll be like “gimme a break.” Just because he likes making more money doesn’t mean everybody loves money to death. Sure, money gets you some of the things you want but that just make the world a materialistic place. I hate teaching piano (because I don’t have a talent for that) and so what it gives me more money? Like I fucking care! I totally hate all that shit about earning more money overseas and stuff. Malaysia isn’t that bad a place (well, with the occasional assholes, pigs and the weak currency) and I hate it when ppl say “don’t you wanna move? You can make more money in eg. Canada, US, England. I also hate it when ppl think I’m this like dependent lil teenager that only wants to get money by receiving pocket money from hard-earning parents/siblings instead of busting my own ass to get it. IF YOU DON’T KNOW ME, DON’T TRY TO UNDERSTAND ME. LEAVE ME ALONE HYPOCRITES!