feelings

I’m currently having a major confrontation with kit. I let him know what a bitch is girlfriend is and all I get is “I didn’t know about it.” “I’m sorry.” “I love you” what the hell? I am already so pissed about this entire whole thing and all I get are those? I’m so angry at myself for crying about it. I’m so angry I’m crying.

What are friends when they leave you?

What are friends when they betray you?

Like the god of war Ares,

I rise up like fire and full of vengeance.

Are those three words no longer sacred?

Are they to be uttered in any situation at all?

Are feelings really to be toyed with?

Have we no emotions left in us?

Tears fall ever so easily,

Wetting the fabric on me,

With emotions in turmoil,

What am I to do?

Where are friends when I am down?

Where is the comfort that I seek?

Where is the shoulder to cry on?

The very things that friends promise me?

Loneliness caress my very soul,

With sharp claws it cuts me deep,

With a dark blanket over the sky,

I cry within the darkness of my room.

Who is to know of what is to be?

Who will be there to dry my tears?

Who will be there to comfort me?

Only the darkness lurking around the corner.